Thursday, March 31, 2011
Im so boreddd... exams is round der corner, got to study3!tonyte got night study, super siiannn... dont feel like going...
hmms, my birthday was okay, went out for dinnerr...
anyway, i dont feel like going home, so ....
i just cant wait for o levels to end! can go out n blah3...
dont know what to post lerr, this few days just dont feel like talking much to people...
idk y, just feel so......
anw, gtg , buhbyes, sighhhh....
♥ 3:26 PM
Thursday, February 3, 2011
happy chinese new yr!!! now at jb , had reunion dinner.. tmr coming back to spore ler .. then go to my grandma n aunty hse.. so tired, but jux dont feel like sleeping .. many things had happen this few days.. just hope that i wont go back to my same old mistake again.. feel so worn out , had no energy to carry on any further.. however i know i still must persevere on no matter what..
anyway he just now came to school n is lyk so dam fucking shit laaas ! he is like a dog , completely no life at all ! this few days, i do wonder who i am, what am i living for .. i began to treat everyone, including my loved ones coldly.. im not sure why.. der bad thing is that i dont speak what is in my mind.. i tend to keep it to myself.. i am afraid people wont hear me out , people do not care.. i really dont know..
i just hope that i will be back my old self again.. haiish, life do sucks sometimes ]:
♥ 12:58 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2011
hmms... dam bored nw, having maths...but its in der lab... sigh, many things happen this week... dk what to say...would blog more...
♥ 1:01 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2010
hmms , in jb nw.. tmr going bakk .. sh0 tiredd , yawn ...anw , tmr raechel n ryan going to my hse, going to csi on tuesday. hmms, gabriel n they all seow ler with my talking tom, hahaz.. wann go hme soon, miss it ): sigh, haiish...
♥ 10:09 PM
Monday, December 13, 2010
hmms, hope things wont be like this again , sigh ...
dont know what to blog ..
hope school reopen faster , damm boreddd ...
haiishh , got chem homework :/
hate science -.- nxt week raechel coming to spore lerr [[:
hope to see herr soon ..
anw , want to meet up with him soon [:
♥ 3:51 PM
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Things are getting better now [:
things are settled ... hmms , nxt yr would be a better year , hopefully [:
started doing poa n english homework .
next thurs maybe going vivocity shop2 .
i want go cycling again [:
in our life there are bound to have obstacles along der way .
you would just hve to face it . and i know we can .
till then .
♥ 4:49 PM
Monday, November 29, 2010
went for cycling today . rent bicycle , $6 for 3 hrs .
just learn how to cycle today . was okay laaas .
cycle at east coast park . dam fun laaas . lolx .
fall down a few times . so tired .
then eat lunch at mac . bought mcchicken .
tmr till 20th dec doing der same old stuff , siiannn ...
dec start studying ler . kay, till here !
♥ 6:11 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2010
somethings just cant seem to get it right...
life is like a rollercoaster, when there are no 'downs' , how can you go 'up' ?
this few days been going my grandma house, sho siiannn...
tmr going my dad office...
just change my phone to sony ericsson xperia x8... lyk iphone...
hmms, till then !
♥ 5:01 PM
Monday, November 15, 2010
heys peeps!
just came back from china. der food sucks! so oily and salty!
luckily singapore food is so much better! [:
hmms, der temperature is cool, bout 10-16 degrees.
der tour group not bad, bout 26ppl.. except fher 4 person..
~school~
had advanced up to sec 5NA.. must jiayou for next yr!
want to get 12-15 points..
want to go to temasek poly, accounting course [[:
hmms, miss him loads.. want to meet him faster..
maybe tmr ba, [[:
this whole week going out, so tiredd.. sigh..
kay, wud update mre other days..
bye!
♥ 6:21 PM
Friday, November 5, 2010
heys peeps..been awhile since i have last updated..this sunday im flying to china, 14th nov then come back..hmms, have advanced up to sec 5 ! [:must jiayou for next year o levels ! want go to accounting course ((:would update more when i come back..takecare everyone yeah?till then! ^^
♥ 9:47 PM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
in life, there are happy and unhappy moments.sometimes i really do fear history would repeat itself again.if it really do repeat itself, i really dont know what would i do to solve this problem.i find myself changing. dont know for the better or for the worst.but i just find myself keep thinking of things that i do not wish would happen.how i just wish that life could be a meaningful place to live in without rollercoasters in between.dont know what would happen next. i just wish someone could disappear from this earth forever as i dont want to see that person ever again!how i wish him/her were never born! sigh, just fml !till then...anw, i miss azfar loads ! ]]:
♥ 11:10 AM
Thursday, October 7, 2010
hmmms, lyfe suxs big tyme!!!
been h8iing tings ard meee....
hmms...exams finished alr..but still got olevels..siiann..
tmr,nn whole of nxt wk muz go bakk t sch..
hmms..still got chinese oral exam..
dont know what t write alr..siighh...
♥ 3:25 PM
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
hmms,its been a long2 time since i had last posted...
things and life had many downs this few days/week...
but no matter what,im gonna persevere on and yeahh..
how i wish that i could just forget u and to forget everything..
how you had hurt me,der past memories,i just wanna forget them all...
how i wish everything could go back to normal without ''someone'' ...
i want everything to be vice-versa...
siighhh,life do sucks sometimes....
anw,my exam results is improving but still cnt make der marks..
would try harder for eoy!hmms....
♥ 4:00 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2010
hmmms,been a long tyme since ii last updated...
ii noe ita vry late alr..bt still cnt slp...
at mye fren hse using com...anw,meeting him ltr at 4.30am, [: .
been missing him loads, ]: .
mon is mye maths paper 2 prelim exam,im nt prepared nah, ]: .
scared ii wud fail..siighhh...
thenn aft maths paper we tot we cld go hme cause it ends at 11am..
nt mr ng say aft that is normal school timetable...
smetings had been lingering in mye mind...bout mye fren nn yeahhss..
nw ii rly dono wott to do nn im lyk stuck in between...wldnt expose much...
kays,wud stop here..wud update soon peeps, [: .
♥ 2:48 AM
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
hmms,social studies lessn nw..dam b0redd...juz nw gt 4peri0ds 0f maths l0rx...n saw mye enemy, ]]: .hmms....anw,nth new....except.......X:kkayy luhhs,wn t change mye bl0gskin s0on...h0pe cn d0 well iin all sub this term..jiay0uz[[:nn azfar,muz excel n d0 well iin studies nn npcc w0kays?hahaks, [[: .hmms,nn yeefang,st0p mye guy tiing luhhs..nn ii din hang ure hp l0rx..iish ure hp se0w der..hahaks,uu sh0 hyper..hehh, [: .anw,prelim iish cumiin!!sh0 fast!!eng prelim 0n 19th July!!hmms..muz study hard!!kkayy luhh,wud try t bl0g s0on,((:buhbyes peeps, [: .
♥ 12:27 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010
finally,exams r 0ver!!can relaxed abit...anw,thks mama fher everything.although you r gone,i know you would watch over me and protect me from everything.i love you!!thanks azfar dii for changing my life around and thanks for everthing!!i love you loads!!you would always be my dii until der day i die.and hahaks,next time i call you donald duck.cause you ytd really walk like one lor.;phehh.kkayys.till here peeps.tc everybody!and l0veya!![:
♥ 12:43 PM
Friday, March 19, 2010
hmmms...iin m'sia nw...
kkayy dii..wld try tu buy chewing gum fher uu..
bt n0 pr0mises th0..hehh..
hmmms.dii,cheer up kkayy??
hahaha...iifb gt anii pr0b,k0l mye 0r msg mye n tell mye kkayy?((:
kkayys..
anw,iin a bad m0od n0wadays..feel sh0 al0ne nn sad...
siighh...
kkayys..till hre peeps....
♥ 11:32 AM
hmmms...iin m'sia nw...
kkayy dii..wld try tu buy chewing gum fher uu..
bt n0 pr0mises th0..hehh..
hmmms.dii,cheer up kkayy??
hahaha...iifb gt anii pr0b,k0l mye 0r msg mye n tell mye kkayy?((:
kkayys..
anw,iin a bad m0od n0wadays..feel sh0 al0ne nn sad...
siighh...
kkayys..till hre peeps....
♥ 11:32 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
hmmms...jux came bakk frm camp...dam fun siiaa tiis camp!!anw,lyfe nw iish gettiin better!!thks tu der few nn manii!!esp tu azfar dii n vivian meii...thks guys!!^^lurvv ya!kkayys...till hre peeps!! ((:
♥ 7:04 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
hmmm..ii hate tdy siiaa!!cause 0f smth..hmmms.HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!tmr ii wld bbe g0iin tu m'sia.sun thenn cum bakk..mye life iish slightly better bt still nt rly..siighhhh..kkaee peeps,till here!
♥ 2:33 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
jux wanna sae thank you to everybody who ask mye tu cheer up!expecially tu azfar dii n vivian meii!al0t 0f thks..n ii pr0miise uu ii wld try tu cheer up der kkx?h0pe sh0 ba!!
♥ 7:40 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
hmmm,pass pr0ficiency test.means cn c0ntinue tu stae iin tt.anw,azfar dii,gd tu hear tat ure life seems better each dae.bt...fher mye,mye life seems mre miserable.ii dn n0e y..maybbe cause ii jux seems tu hate myself mre n mre each dae.ii jux cnt seems tu 4gt smetiings which keeps lingering iin mye miind ba.n iit iish n0body fault bt miind -.-kaee,shall st0p here fher nw.em0iin T.T
♥ 11:33 AM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
hmmm.jux finish mye pr0ficiency test!h0pe cn gt pr0moted luhh.anw,em0iin tiis few daes agn.n ii dn n0e y bt ii cut agn.haiixx.feel lyk dying siiaa!siigghhhh -.-bl0g 0ther tyme ba.n0 m0od tdy ))):
♥ 2:13 PM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
dam siiannn .anw , sch g0nna re0pen s0on .iish lyk sh0 dam fast cn ?1 wh0le yr lerr .heh heh !btw , nxt wk gt pr0ficiency test .h0pe cn pr0mote .hmmm .em0iin tiis few daes .siighh -.-
♥ 7:03 PM
dam siiann .
n em0iin tiis few daes .
gt nth better tu d0 .
anw, sch g0nna re0pen s0on .
iish lyk sh0 f
♥ 6:58 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
hmmm .dam b0red . sh0 decided bl0g . l0lx .hmmm . dam siiann siiaa !!2-3 mre wks g0iin sk0ol re0pen ler . anw , h0l 0so dam siiaann .nth tu d0 der . wh0le dae study niiaa !!cnt g0 0ut 0so . l0lx .hmmm . anw , cnt w8 fher 22 dec !!ii wn sk0ol re0pen faster !! arrgh !!hate tdy !! lma0 ~~anw , g0rta g0 .t0odles . shld bl0g 0ther tyme (:
♥ 9:56 PM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
hmmm . obs dam tired siiaa !! l0lx . nw iin j0hore .iin mye c0usiin hse . ii wld update mre asap . n dii , y y0oh dn wn mye tu em02 neh ?iish shaundii tell uu ii em02 der ryte ?heh heh !
♥ 2:18 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
wake up iin de m0rniin @ 9+..dhen use c0m l0rr..l8r aftern0on maybbe meetiin meii @ mye hse dere..btw, wh0 iish de unkn0wn siiaa?..y0oh b0th r makiin mye c0nfused!!wth?!tmr gettiin bakk exams scripts lerr.. h0pe ii cn pass all sub..n pr0mote((:will bl0g agn s0on..
♥ 10:31 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
exams r 0ver...n everydae play play play!!bt smetymes dam siiannnnnn ):l0lx......hahax.. iin de m0rning g0 church dhen cum hme ply l0rr..hahax.. n0tiing tu sae lerr.. gt n0tiing tu d0 dhen bl0g l0rr..l0lx..hahax.. will bl0g tmr ba(:cya!! x]
♥ 9:57 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
dam siiann..cnt sleep.. tats y nw dhen ii m bl0gging..exams g0iin tu bbe 0ver s0on.. cnt w8..h0pe cn pr0mote tu sec 4.. n meii.. rly, dn tiink b0ut iit lerr.. iit iish nt ure fault @ all laaas..cheer up la meii(:n unkn0wn.. ii rly w0nder wh0 y0oh..y cnt y0oh jux giifb mye ure real identity?..haiixx.. ii dn n0e wadd tu bl0g lerr..btw, meii.. g0od luck fher ure dnt 0n m0n.. muz jiay0u w0rr..n srry fher everytiing tat ii hafb cause tu y0oh..will p0st agn after exam ba...
♥ 3:42 AM